"i'll Love you forever.i'll like you for always.as long as i'm living,my baby you'll be..."

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Sunday, September 05, 2004

Dear Friend,
    
oh how i've missed you so...what could i have possibly done? i miss being able to relax when we're together..but now..when we're together..i tend to fear the fact of us being apart. a second that i don't think about you is a second that doesn't and will never exist. i miss late night talks until i fall asleep. i find it easier to cry myself to sleep..rather than waiting awake for your calls. i miss spending time with you. i should get used to that now though. i miss you. i should probably get used to that also... what could i have possibly done wrong? however, i can't complain...priorities are priorities...and i know i could never come first. i'd never allow myself to come first. i love you.
                       Love Always,
                            ..ME


I, I don't know why
Why you need some reason to feel lost inside
You, you know that I'm alright
You know that I'm just the kind of girl that feels so hurt and smiles

I don't use excuses
Don't ask why
It's just a breakdown
It happens all the time
So get out of my face
Don't even try
You wanna help me, just let me cry

Yeah I loved you all my life
You don't even know a thing I feel inside
No, by the look in my eye
That I'm just fine but I might need you to hold me tight


Thursday, July 08, 2004

†Life is....unexplainable?

DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL
AS LOVERS GO

She said, "I've got to be honest, you're wasting your time if your fishin' around here."

And I said, "You must be mistaken, I'm not foolin' this feelin' is real."

She said, "You've gotta be crazy! What do you take me for? Some kind of easy mark?"

"No, you've got wits, you've got looks you've got passion,
but I swear that you've got me all wrong."
I'll be true, I'll be useful, I'll be cavalier, I'll be yours my dear,
I'll belong to you if you just let me through.

This is easy as lovers go. So don't complicate it by hesitating.
This is wonderful as loving goes.
This is tailor-made, what's the sense in waiting?

I said, "I've got to be honest, I've been waiting for you all my life."
For so long I thought I was asylum bound, but just seeing you makes me think twice.
And being with you here makes me sane. I fear I'll go crazy if you leave my side.

"You've got wits, you've got looks, you've got passion,
but are you brave enough to leave with me tonight?"

( when we sing this together...things just seem right )
(
it reminds me of old times )
( i miss you )


Friday, April 09, 2004

DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL.

HANDS DOWN.


Breathe in for luck breathe in so deep this air is blessed you share with me this
night is wild so calm and dull these hearts they race
from self control your legs are smooth
as they graze mine we're doing fine we're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst or break or bury or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
The words are hushed lets not get busted,
just lay entwined here undiscovered.
Safe from the earth and all the stupid questions..
"hey did you get some?" Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear, so we can get some.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy. My
heart is yours to fill or burst or break or bury or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers and
the time on the clock when we realized
it's so late and the walk that we shared together.
The street was wet and the gate was locked
so I jumped it and let you in and you stood at the door
with your hands on my waist and you kissed me,
but you meant it and I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it, that you meant it,
and I knew, that you meant it, that you meant it.

EMOTIONS

so here i go...venting off yet again. sorry 
               --i hate you.ur leaving and theres nothing i can do.i hate u.--
      ..ur my best friend and NO, nothing will ever change that.we`ll be miles apart but i`m always just a phone call away..but i question if you`ll ever bother to dial my number just to say hello..i want so bad for things to stay the way they are.we can make it happen..even if you`re not here with me..we can make it so that nothing changes..as long as u give just as much effort as i do..we can make it happen. i know it..


Saturday, April 03, 2004

okay okay...so just as long as we`re on the SUBjECT...i`d like to apologize for the following actions:

1.not giving you your beef jerky..i know it meant a lot to u..
2.saying some evil words..just to make u mad
3.not scanning the chuck e. cheese pics yet.[actually that apology goes out to kirst and kay as well..lol]
4.
not being the absolute best friend in the world to u..i know not everyone is perfect...but i`m just a BiT more imperfect than others...
5.returning those frickin` 0LD NAVY overalls..lol
6.always complaining about those gosh damn andrew problems..
7.always dragging you around with me to get lunch
8.making you and kaitlyn come inside my house..even though u know u wanted to.lol
9.discouraging you sometimes.you know you are my number one and only HERO!
10.
making you worry all the time.i know you care doodelove ya!

i`d like to THANK Y0U for...
1.being a true friend..
2.going with me to buy lunch sometimes
3.putting up with my stupid self...i know it`s hard..trust me..you aren`t the only one!! lol
4.keeping me company in english! AHHA!!
5.listening to me bicker about stupid andrew situations.don`t worry...that`s a goner for shore
6.reminding me who cares most..and who matters most in life..G0D
7.
reminding me when it`s FRiDAY..so that i don`t eat meat..even though i usually don`t listen to u..haha
8.giving me reasons to love life no matter what!
9.
continuously keeping me motivated...trust me doode..it works..
and finally 10.TiFFANY GRACE BART0L0ME..i`d truly like to THANK Y0U for being my HERO/DORK/BEST FRiEND in the entire frickin` WORLD! i love you maaaaan! no one could ever ever ever ever EVER take your place....EVER!


i HEART<3LOVE you!


OH HOW i LOVE MY TiFFANY!

FiLiPiNaTiFfa (9:06:01 PM): michelle....
gDAMN MiCHELLE (9:06:06 PM): yes maam?
FiLiPiNaTiFfa (9:06:32 PM): umh..
gDAMN MiCHELLE (9:07:04 PM): SPiT iT OUT!!
FiLiPiNaTiFfa (9:07:27 PM): I apolagize for all the wrong i have done to you.. like all those times that i made fun of you.. kinda..:-[
gDAMN MiCHELLE (9:08:00 PM): u fagg..
gDAMN MiCHELLE (9:08:18 PM): tiffany..
gDAMN MiCHELLE (9:08:21 PM): r u kidding me?!
FiLiPiNaTiFfa (9:08:48 PM): yes?
FiLiPiNaTiFfa (9:08:49 PM): no?
FiLiPiNaTiFfa (9:08:53 PM): maybe so?
FiLiPiNaTiFfa (9:09:34 PM): i dont know.. haha.. I just finished listening to this one song.. and i just felt like i needed to say sumthin
gDAMN MiCHELLE (9:10:59 PM): and u decided to say THAT?
gDAMN MiCHELLE (9:11:00 PM): lol
FiLiPiNaTiFfa (9:11:11 PM): no there's more!
gDAMN MiCHELLE (9:11:17 PM): ok ok...GO!
FiLiPiNaTiFfa (9:12:28 PM): sorry.. for calling you names... sorry for hitting you (kinda)... sorry for makeing you feel stupid/dumb... SORRY FOR EVERYTHING I HAVE DONE WRONG
FiLiPiNaTiFfa (9:12:39 PM): sorry for makeing you mad
gDAMN MiCHELLE (9:12:52 PM): doode.ur weird.but i love u.
FiLiPiNaTiFfa (9:12:56 PM): sorry for everything
gDAMN MiCHELLE (9:13:09 PM): oh...and as long as we`re on the subject...SORRY FOR CALLiNG YOU WEiRD
FiLiPiNaTiFfa (9:13:34 PM): lol i was just about to say.. . and now you call me wierd for apolagizing
gDAMN MiCHELLE (9:13:51 PM): LOL
FiLiPiNaTiFfa (9:14:05 PM): do YOU have anything else to say since we're on the subject?
gDAMN MiCHELLE (9:15:19 PM): yes..now brace urself..this is gonna be some deep stuff right herre...
gDAMN MiCHELLE (9:15:23 PM): i`m SORRY...
gDAMN MiCHELLE (9:15:32 PM): ...that u and the other girls...
gDAMN MiCHELLE (9:15:34 PM): made me...
gDAMN MiCHELLE (9:15:42 PM): PEE in my panties :-[
FiLiPiNaTiFfa (9:15:55 PM): lol



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